Inside My Mind2004		Feedback2001
Raped		Loss of a Moment
My Mind		Alone
Tonight		Song of the Lost
Do You Have the Time		Fallen
Number Five		#5
Unhealthy Obsession		Secret Stairs
Promises		Heartbroken Angel
One Night Downtown		Gone
Just Friends		Leave Me Young
Forevermore		Etcetera
Anything

 

Raped
Lyrics by M Peek

 

Torn, broken, nowhere to go...
I have, spoken, told you so...
did you ever question what you thought was real?
did you ever think that life was only trying to steal?

all these paths to turn to, not one leaves you safe
Listen to the voices, but can anybody take you away from here

Stolen from grace, by a man without a face
No one hears her cry, leaving, her to die
I Hear one, two, tearing out of you
Is there any way to leave this place
Somewhere out there, far from what I feel?

missing, pieces, all around...
see her, lying, upon the ground...
did you ever disbelieve, everything you see?
did you ever picture this was how it was going to be?

 

My Mind
Lyrics by S Roberts, M Peek

 

What choice should I make?
I don't know, should I let you go?
What path should I take?
I don't know, just where to go...

Should I give her my trust once again..
Or should I say goodbye, this is the end...

How can I trust in somebody like you
Now tell me, what the hell am I supposed to do?
Should I let all this torture run through my mind
or should I let you go and say goodbye

What choice should I make my dear?
I don't know, where should I go from here?
Do I, Tell me do I have enough to lose?
Why do I live in such fear...

You told me that you'd be mine forever
Now here I am, this is now or never

 

Tonight
Lyrics by M Peek

 

Above the clouds, beneath the night sky
I spread my wings and prepare to fly
So deep inside, is this the way I feel?
To get to you, I'd fly, I'd do anything
To pass the stars, and see the cars go by
So deep below, where all the world is sleeping there tonight
I'm coming down, so far from where I was
Before I knew what love could be

And now I fly through your window to be with you tonight
Don't say a word, words can only ruin the moment
And I'd fly on forever to be with you tonight
And I'd fall forever if you let me go...

Above the clouds, I carry you with me
We'd sail the ocean sky, and we'd drift away
And now you call to hear the words you feel?
To get to you, I'd try to part the waves of clouds

And nothing lasts forever
But you and I can be as timeless as the stars
Don't swing from mountain to mountain without your satin web
That you spin from the dust from the stars...

 

Do You Have the Time (Now)
Lyrics by M Peek

 

There's nothing like this day,
There's nowhere like this emptiness
Even though it's gone away...
There's nothing in the world
That I want more than you
Why don't you come my way...

Now, come to me
Now, Take my hand
Now, everything is perfect now that you are here

There is a jagged edge
Torn away from solid ground
Torn into a million pieces
There is a second chance
And I can't be without you
I love you, for a million reasons

Now, come to me
Now, Take my hand
Now, everything is perfect now that you are here
Now, hold me close
Now, fall apart and
Now, pull yourself together and we will become...
One...

 

Unhealthy Obsession
Lyrics by M Peek
Sung by J Roberts

 

Wherever I turn, there you are
I can't seem to lose you
No matter how hard I try
you always seem behind me

Why can't I just get away from your stare
put me away and let me go
I don't want to be part of your game
I can't be part of your unhealthy obsession no more...

I wish you would simply go away
stop trying to follow me
I don't think I'll ever be the same
as a result of your unhealthy obsession...

Stop dreaming of me every night
I can't stand the thought of that, no, no...
You only make believe
As a result of your unhealthy obsession.

 

Promises
Lyrics by M Peek
Sung by M Peek and M Manfredo

 

I know I'm not quite what you want me to be
But I hope you'll take me as I am
And I know that things are hard right now
But I'll try to be there for you as long as you need me
And I know the sky is looking dark right now
But things will be getting better soon

I wish that I could be the man that I'm supposed to be
(I wish I could be the girl I'm supposed to be)
And I am so scared of what's real
And I know that you're really hurting right now
But I promise I'll help you to heal

And I don't know what tomorrow will bring
And I don't know what the world will think
But I'll stay by your side through it all
Because you're the one that I need
The one that I need...

When the sun goes down and the world turns cold
and there's nobody there when you need them
I promise that I'll be here by your side
And together we'll make it on...

 

One Night Downtown
Lyrics by M Peek

 

The days move on one after another
Each day there's something new to discover
Like when you're alone, and there's nobody home, do you think of me?

I walk the streets of downtown looking at the sights
Something seems to call to me while looking at the lights
Do I hear your name calling from above or is it my mind?

I just need the chance to prove
That I can be the one to move
you to be here by my side and I'll be the best you ever had
We were made to be together
Lost moments aren't gone forever
Let me be the one to see you through, and I'll never be apart again from you

The buildings flickering with glory
They always seem to tell a story
There's where we had our first date, it feels like only yesterday
Looking in the windows of each little place
They bring some warmth to my cold face
Everything here seems to ring in my ear
It all reminds me of you

And all I ever wanted seems to be in front of me
And all I ever chased was what came to me in my own dreams...

I say goodnight to downtown and go back home tonight
But first I'll buy a dozen roses to get that feeling right
And as you open up your door
Your eyes light up just like before
Forever is on my mind...

 

Just Friends
Lyrics by M Peek

 

What I'm not I don't think I will ever be

I wanted to be everything to you
Watching over all that you do
Watch you spin around in circles but you never seem to fall

I was the one who was holding you up
But instead I was the one who fell
And if I never knew what love meant, Will I ever find out for myself?

What I'm not I don't think I will ever be

Was it good enough for you?
Was I good to you, did I treat you right?
What I tried to be is everything you want from me
Maybe it wasn't good enough, then maybe I wouldn't be here
Missing you...

I Tried to count all the blessings that I have
But miracles seem to be running thin
I don't believe in miracles anymore, The guilt is still sinking in

What I'm not I don't think I will ever be

So tell me, was I good enough for you?
Wasn't I always good to you? Didn't I always treat you right?
And all you wanted from me, was everything that you wanted to be
Was it good enough? Tell me...

Was it good? (Was it good enough for you?)

 

Forevermore
Lyrics by M Peek

 

It's hard to dream in the future when you're living in the past
You try to cherish every moment, But it never seems to last
The way we lived for only each other, but then it had to end
and there's no sense in calling for you, I only can pretend

It's been so long and counting since the day i walked you to your door
you looked at me and smiled and now it's gone forevermore

I'll always remember our first kiss
I'll always remember the taste of your lips
I'll always remember the way that you moved
and I'll always remember the smell of your perfume

So much love in life is, so very true
There's no one else for me girl, and there's no one else for you
The way we'd spend our hours, looking into each others eyes
Then the obvious comes, and I find out that your love...can...die...

 

Anything
Lyrics by J Roberts

 

Remember the time when we were together?
Remember the time when I ripped your heart out?

In the end, I am the loser
In the end, I hate myself
And I just can't remember... anything...

Remember the time when we were together?
Remember the time when I ripped your heart out?

In the end, I am the loser
In the end, I hate myself
And I just can't remember... anything...

 

Loss of a Moment
Lyrics by M Peek

 

Every time I turn
Every new day I wake
Every time I colse my eyes
How much more can I take
Every sigh of your breath
Every time you turn your back to me
Every tear you let fall down
Is a piece of the world to me

How many days can I stay awake
How many times how many times
Why the loss of a moment tears my soul, the answer I will never know
If I wait for you, yeah, My world will never pass me by

All the secrets of this life
All the things I'll never know
All the things that I find spinning out before me
Trying to find out where you go…
All the nights I spend alone
All the times you cross my mind
All the love I have to give
The feeling won't let me go

How many days can I stay awake, before I fall asleep
And the hours of the nights gone by without you's killing me

 

Alone
Lyrics by M Peek

 

Can you hear a word I say while I think of you
I am standing here by myself thinking of what I must do
I am in the dark, alone and crying, trying to remember when I
used to smile and all was good, Guess you'd say I'm misunderstood
Wondering why, I'm still here... Why I'm here....
All Alone...

Well at first it seemed like everything was gonna turn out alright
I was in your hand a single flame extinguished in the night
You say I can't look back when you tell me it's over and it's done
and I can't keep holding on forever to times and places I'd endeavor...
I know that if I was gone, you wouldn't miss me very long
But until I find myself, I'll be here
All Alone...

What's the point in always trying while I'm hurting in my soul
Yeah I've got no place to stand on so I've fallen through the holes
And while I'm falling out, I'm sliding
Going deep into the seams of
A bright new place, and I'm missing the look on your face
But until I see the light, I'll be here…
All Alone

 

Song of the Lost
Lyrics by M Peek

 

I know we don't matter here or anywhere else, yeah
But while you were here there was somebody, somebody was yourself, yeah
You started your life with a breath and a cry
And now you are gone, yeah you're gone now
Far too soon to die...

 

Fallen
Lyrics by J Augustine and M Peek

 

Each day I feel like someone
Each day it's harder to see
Everybody bothers me
What's the sense of trying?
When I'm really dying...
Inside

Every time that I try to think
My mind begins to sink
I begin to trip, my brain begins to slip and,
That's when I'm Fallen!
Every time that I try to think
My mind begins to sink
I begin to trip, my brain begins to slip and,
That's when I'm Fallen

I can't stop the pain
When I just became...
The good one...
I don't have any more fame
I don't know what...
I'll become

 

Secret Stairs
Lyrics by M Peek

 

In the school
there's a hall
where's it go to?
through those doors...
secret stairs!

In the school
there's a hall
where Carbone lives
Yes that hall...
secret stairs!

In the school
there's a hall
HEY WHERE'S FRANK AT?!
No one cares...
secret stairs!

 

Heartbroken Angel
Lyrics by J Dodge and M Peek

 

Down to the earth by you I am bound
to stay here forever, time stands still.
All that I want, all that I need,
I find it in you, but you're not here.
My arms are outstretched, I reach to the sky
These wings are broken, how can I fly
What can you see when you look at me?
I'm waiting for you...

Your love for me is ending, please don't let me go
My spirit is broken, your heartbroken angel

Love me again, come fix my wings
There's too much I've seen, I yearn for what's been
When you look in my eyes, can you see my soul.
Shattered and broken, I feel myself fall
All of this pain, that's built up inside
can only be helped by you
But where are you now?

Your love for me is ending, please don't let me go
My spirit is broken, I Just can't be alone
Your love for me is ending, please don't let me go
I Just can't be alone right now, because I'm your heartbroken angel...

 

Gone
Lyrics by M Peek

 

Everything's always rushing down, falling down, pulling down
And I just can't take it
Everything's always pushing away, I see it today, I can't explain
Are we gonna make it?

If tommorrow I woke up and everything I knew was gone
would I still miss it? or would I piss it all away
And all I ever wanted or I worked so hard for disappeared someday
Would I just sit there and watch it go?

Everyone's always saying it, watching it, wasting it
And I just can't take it
Everything's always fading out, falling out, tearing out my heart
What can I make of it?

A single beat of a dying heart is all the world means
And once it stops it goes no more...

 

Leave Me Young
Lyrics by M Peek

 

I can feel the time pass by and hear it whisper through my ears
Trying to take my life away rushing me through all these years
Feel the wasting of my soul, watch me lose my self control,
And I think back to when we were young...

Long ago I woke up early and went outside to play
Didn't feel the fantasy that plagues me every day
Running round in circles and I'm staring at the sky
Didn't feel so jaded didn't wonder when I'd die
Understand the reasons why I'm happy now I know
Leave me young and safe where I will never be alone

The sky and stars above me, full of all it's light
I seem to feel at home here and it makes me feel alright
Now of all the times to block it out I hope you don't forget me
I'd count to ten and smile again and watch you fade away...

 

Etcetera
Lyrics by M Peek

 

She fell in love with her life
yeah she really had it made
until it went and broke her heart
now she's living a charade

She carries on without a reason
a reason to go on
she has no clue to what she's missing
all she knows is wrong...

Why does she cry the night away
when what she needs is with her every day
all she needs is just one thing, when will she see
that what she needs is me

I see her walk witout a smile
she just can't figure it out
she feels her soul has left her
forbidden by a doubt

She carries on pathetic moments
no reason to go on
she has no clue to what she's losing
ideas all prove wrong...